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Yesterday in the evening I went by bike with my big love to a nice place for speaking. He told me how much he likes me, that I´m a beautiful woman and that he always wished a woman like me. But he has his girl friend and he isn´t able to leave her. Later we spoke a lot of our life and laughed sometimes hardly.
When I was back at home he wrote a lot of messages, now I know he told me the truth. I drove him crazy and he isn´t able to have any clear thought, like me. What shall I do? Shall I fight or let it be? But my heart is broken, I´m looking for him for about one year. And I always think about him.
